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[Apr. 6th, 2006|04:32 am] |
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i am a ghost...
no...really. i am.
this month has been insanity. for SERIOUSNESS.
i miss people...but not the people your'e most likely thinking of.
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[Jan. 23rd, 2005|04:53 pm] |
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so ive been listening to alkaline trio "radio" non-stop these past two days, laying in bed wondering where the hell i went wrong. what i could have done to change things...to make this whole mess..well not a mess. i dont know what i feel anymore..i never thought i would ever say that. i didnt think it was seriously possible. " ive got a big fat fucking bone to pick with you my darling. " i just find myself staring at my wall...all those stupid pictures we all took. past out people on couches..dresses...underwear. i just wish it was as simple as those pictures...fun and simple. but life is just too complicated. sometimes i wonder if i wish i knew somethings that i do. im beginning to understand that ignorance truely is bliss. if i didnt know what i know now i wouldnt be questioning anything. i would be sitting here watching law and order happy as could be wondering...did she or didnt she kill him. instead im like oh shit, this sucks ass and i wish i didnt have a slow leak in my car so i could drive to somewhere to get my mind...well just forget. ANYWAYS. i got so much overtime this week. it was sick. i got like 10 hours in. i am going to try to sock away a shit load of money so i can get away. maybe ill move with steven during the summer. i hope he wasnt fibbing. i want a new place, new faces. i dont think ill ever fall asleep with steven in the same house. we would have too much fun..haha. this weekend coming up scares me. i dont know what is going to occur. i have so much to think about this week. steven is going to be coming back from south africa on thursday which means i get to spend time with him. hopefully he isnt going to brooklyn this weekend. who knows what that silly kid is going to do. i dont think he will cause his classes start soon. thats the least of my worries though...erhjmjgjggh. that was for you heather cept' this time im not drunk nor talking to brian haha. ill never forget that. brian come vovvohhfhfor. :enter: haha. that was a fun night until dork decided to bug out. basically it was me and heather just drinking a lot of wine running around the dorms falling in the hallways and driving to convince brian to get someones car to come out to new paltz...then there was the time when heather picked me up and like the guys do to the girls when they take them over the threshold...heather you be such a brut. so i think i am going to know what i am going to do...about my whole "status" oh yyyyyeah. anyways, heather my darling this weekend do you have to work let me know okay? VVVVVVVVVVVVVICCCCCTORRRRRRIA, we have to plan the whole party thing. well im out. i am going to "fiddle" around in my room.
love
jenn to the green |
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| holy moses its been a long time! |
[Jan. 19th, 2005|12:43 am] |
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well where to start. steven is in africa and i think that sucks like woah. i miss that kid. i wish africa would spit that kid back up. its like i spent all my time with him and now he is gone. well i guess i have till the summer with him. so i shouldnt complain too much. anyways im sick and that stinks. heather got a new car. yeah but its broken already. poor nameless vehicle. it has a hole in the gas tank. i feel so silly with this thing anymore. i just cant write about anything in here. it was mainly to talk to my friends which i see everyday which doesnt make sense to me either. but now i just communicate thru myspace so this thing seems pointless. haha so dont get mad if i dont update. just ck out the myspace site. not to mention that site has visuals. ooooohhhh pictures.
as always
love
me.
post scipt. weekends arent the same without my boys. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2004|07:54 pm] |
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so where do i begin? well first off i adore victoria for taking care of my lame drunken ass this weekend. i think i scared a feel people...not to mention pissed off...haha. i got soo drunk the other night. like 3 shots of tequila, 1 or 2 of vodka a 1/2 bottle of wine. i was just not in good shape whatsoever. poor steven. he i feel the worst for. all i wanted to do is make him feel better and in the end it was me getting really drunk with vic...whats the first thing i say to vic...."vic did i get naked?" haha ummm some undisclosed things happened. all i can see is that some people hah ha were naughty...oh no bic...!!! second thing i say" shit vic did steve see me naked???" haha and i lost my friggin cursive cd. i just found the fucking thing and of course i had to lose it. the best part of the whole weekend i think had to be when steven bought me peanut chews. those are my favourite.!!! haha and me steve and vic went to chop stix and steve attempted to jump over a car. haha then proceeded to throw bottle caps and completely missing victoria and almost hitting this lady online. haha and i had to pick him from this pppparty and i was a little ticked off for certain reasons and he sang juliana theory which kinda lightened the mood. that and heather calling some of her friends bo-tards...haha. i think this weekend just confirmed i have some pretty kick ass funny friends. (its like the artic in there) but im sorta glad i have tonight to myself. i need some down times...haha thanks again everybody!!!! oh crap and i got into a car accident the other night. it was sooo horrible cause i backed into someones car like out of my driveway and now i have a ghettoish car. haha but me and my friend taped the light cap thing back on. haha good times. well now i am going for good...later alligators
xoxox
jenn |
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[Nov. 21st, 2004|02:41 pm] |
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where to begin? how about the most amazing weekend ever???? Thursday night i was talking to steven on the phone. i called him and just out of nowhere i was like....you coming up? and he said no cause he was coming up from brooklyn next week so i was like...i am coming down then. i was soo stoked! cause i was getting away from HERE, and here contained all my problems in life, between family and just crap. so i figured i was going bymyself which i was at first but then i was going with victoria cause she had saturday off. so out we go on friday to the train station and first we stop at pilot for some food and i got some beer for the train ride(hehe). it was sooo much fun. when we get to grand central we had to go to union square to meet up with steve. when we got there we went to this place called DOJO, it was downtown and Amazing. i got this thing called chicken don. then we proceded back to his apt in brooklyn and i met the kitty they called grrrrr. or steve corrected me....GRRRRRRR!!!!! she was such a glorious kitty. then we watched seven until we were seriously falling asleep on the couch. so me and vic got to sleep in ryans bed (which has the most comfie blanket in the whole world) and we talked for hours on end. haha and before we all went to bed...steve goes "its like we have bunk beds" cause they are lofted bedrooms. haha. anyways he woke us up playing guitar. i seriously am going to steal him. i was soo unhappy lately cause of drama and stupidity and i had such a wonderful time. he is the only person that can make me laugh like i do and he is the only person that can bring a smile to my face unconditionally. i seriously think he is my favourite person in the whole world. like the type you say you will bring to a desert island, yeah he is the one. so we went out to breakfast and got these amazing bagels in his neighbourhood and then proceeded across the building and got coffee at this place where we could sit. and the coffee making guy was sooo delicious. so blah blah we went into manhattan at this point i think. we stayed in downtown at this point. we roamed around and went into thrift stores cause i wanted to find a jacket. which did not happen. and we went into this comic book store where i saw this book that reminded me of sarah. 1000 WAYS TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD. so we went into love saves the day and i bought a pirate air freshner and pirate band aids. at one point we went into sephora and i spent 100 bucks on dior and ralph lauren. i had to:( what else ohhh haha the economy candy place. yeah we bought a shit load. then we went out for lunch at this horrible mexican place which had good salsa but horrible everything else. soo what else??? umm i got steven some medicine cause his cough sounded like shit. then we kinda decided to go. i think we left at seven. and i miss my friend and i miss brooklyn and the city. i miss this weekend. so i went to heathers dorm last night...where i am now actually. and we did a work out and it was crazy. my legs hurt...like ahahahah hurt. i had so many charlie horses. well i am going to do some more working out..byEEEEEEE
xoxox
jenn |
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